Victory is elusive, evasive, and worth the journey...

 

Victory


Pat Donnelly
 

    She is gorgeous, isn’t she? Her alluring smile went perfectly with her playful and self-confident swagger; almost as if she was completely aware of just how coveted she really was. Boys would stop tying their shoes mid-double-knot just to catch a glimpse of her walk by. She would toss them a smile without breaking stride and then continue on her way, leaving them with the hope that maybe they would leave with her today.


    Victory, you thought you heard someone say her name was. Lately you’ve been finding it hard not to be one of those sappy, love-struck boys who had fallen head-over-heels for her. Your friends have noticed it too. “Where were you last night?” they would ask, referring to the party last Friday night that you had skipped to catch up on sleep for Saturday’s race. You would shrug and they would walk away, confused as to where their old friend had gone and who this new boy was. But how could they understand? Victory just seemed more important than partying with that same group of aimless friends.


    You hadn’t always been this way. Not too long ago you would have gone to that party and not cared about your race the next day. Your friends were shallow and the girls you went out with were not much better. Take the girl you had dated during cross country season last fall, 12th Place. She was cute and fun to hang out with but you never felt like she cared about much of anything. And the more that you hung out with her, the more you became the same way. After things cooled off with her you went out with 7th Place later that spring. You had taken her to a carnival at the University of Pennsylvania and a festival at West Chester Henderson, but neither of you really enjoyed each other’s company. She was just a girl with mediocre aspirations and you were a boy with hopes of one day accomplishing great things. Your coach even pulled you aside after one meet and told you to your face that you could to do better than the girls you had been seeing. While it was noticeably uncomfortable to receive advice about girls on such a personal level from your coach, you had to admit that he was right.